that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist…How Do I Become A Better Me… non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i felt like we built just wasn’t there and i didn’t.|It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial help um and the the one thing that i truly truly taken pleasure in about um better aid was the fact that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.}